Existential Smut 1 (Book Info)

Brief Book Description: Contains stories, essays, memoirs and philosophical dialogues about art, imagination and the erotic life. Color illustrations. 1st volume in a 2 volume series. Stories can be read in any order. (See also: Book details, Reviews , About the Author and Existential Smut 2 Main Page).
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Genre: Artsy Erotica Short Stories (Mixed Genre)
Publication Date: March, 2023
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Copyright: Creative Commons License (Credits)
Word Count: 81,000 words (62,000 fiction/ 19,000 Nonfiction). 8 MB.
Book Details
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A young man writes erotic stories and shows them to a bookish friend named Lisa. After reading each one, Lisa offers light-hearted critiques, leading to free-spirited conversations about love and sexual desire. These stories (and Lisa’s critique of them) can be silly, sad, sensuous, sinful. One reviewer described them as “exquisite, thoughtful vignettes that individually by turns inspire reflection, evoke startled recognition and collectively offer considerable insight into the tragicomedy that is the constant human search for connection.” Jane’s Guide said that “these stories will be most popular with those who enjoy literary titillation served up with intellectual debate.”
The subjects of Volume 1 (“Youthful Indiscretions”) are mostly about college life and slightly beyond. A college student spends an evening with his crush before she travels to Europe to study abroad. A college student’s real-life encounter with a porn star causes his erotic imagination to go wild. A masturbation video by an unknown woman becomes an Internet sensation … and also an enigma. A man fails to seduce a beautiful woman and after he meets her years later, feels compelled to try again. A college girl invents a sexy game to seduce her boyfriend but in the process discovers unwelcome truths about him. An overconfident lawyer tries to persuade his beautiful fiance to let him take nude photos of her. Two sex-obsessed high school boys trade sexual banter at a miniature golf park but are secretly afraid of the opposite sex. A young man’s erotic letter to a married woman invites her to partake of forbidden dreams. A woman plays a practical joke on a man during a one-night stand. The last sequence of stories, “The First Time, the Last Time” narrates the history of 11 relationships simply by describing the first time and the last time each couple had sex.
While the goal of these couple-friendly stories is both “titillation and reflection,” they should appeal to fans of Scheherazade, the fiction of Milan Kundera, Philip Roth, Mary Gaitskill, John Updike, Susan Minot, Alberto Moravia and Candace Bushnell. As a bonus, this ebook contains sexy illustrations and two erotic essays (a “Pleasure Manifesto” and a look at the fiction of Marco Vassi).
Reviews & Reader Feedback
“I think, therefore I am, said Descartes. First of all, I am. Then comes thinking. Said the existentialists. And Existential Smut seeks to give this primacy its prerogative – to seek truth in our blunt nakedness. The short stories in the volume very cleverly and stirringly address the blunt play on the one hand, the tangled aberrations on the other, that our urge for lust can result in…..One should not expect porn from this anthology (although porn is widely discussed). It is literature, good literature, that made me think. What greater praise can you give a booklet? (A Librarything Reviewer)
“This book is different. The stories and essays contained within may tickle the libido at times, but it’s the mind they spike. Through his unnamed narrator and character Lisa, Hapax Legomenon explores and debates the nature of erotica, its value as an art form, and whether it should even exist at all. Some of the stories are light and others tragically dark. Some a tightly contained bundle and others open-ended and up for interpretation. Then there are the interludes that are tied to the stories that add another layer to the narrative, and a whole section of first time/last time flash fiction. Honestly, there’s a lot going on in this book … I’ll just sum things up by saying I enjoyed it, it made me think, and I see myself revisiting a number of the stories after they’ve had time to roll around in my head for awhile. “(A Goodreads Reviewer)
“There’s something addictive about your prose – I know what Prince Shahryar must have felt while listening to Scheherazade’s 1001 Nights. Love the interludes too. Some of the conversations seem eerily like the ones I have had with my partner. “
“Wonderfully done. Dialogue, pacing, setting, characters, premise, everything. While in one moment I’m annoyed that I am so hooked that now I know I’ll have to go read every single one written since then, I’m also hoping they’re longer, because it’s such a pleasure to read.”
“This has to be one of the more unusual serial erotic fiction offerings that I’ve come across. The basic story arc involves a young man writing about erotic fantasies to a woman named Lisa. He and Lisa are not involved, but she is reading his fantasies due to a deal that they struck one day after having an argument about privacy and fantasy. The stories tend to be cerebral stand alone meditations upon the erotic, or silly vignettes. They are not explicit in the least. I think that these stories will be most popular with those who enjoy literary titillation served up with intellectual debate.” (Jane’s Guide)
“Really well done and balanced with a great ending. Yes, love is difficult to happen because males and females have different rules for love. That is why the one who loves suffers till he is enlightened (if he is lucky).”
“I enjoyed this short story a lot. It really made me think about my own relationship with my wife and the feelings of trying to understand and appreciate even the things about her which are not as intriguing to me — simplistic romance movies, shopping….”
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About the Author

Hapax Legomenon is the editor behind the Existential Smut series and primary author for Volumes 1 and 2. In the early 1990s, Hapax began writing a series of erotic meditations and in 2003 started posting the stories on an X-rated story website. He was born in New York and has worked in publishing, education and software development. During the 1990s, he also lived in Eastern Europe. He is unmarried and currently lives in the southern part of the United States. “Hapax Legomenon” is a pseudonym.